CHIN UP

I've been swimming in pools of ideas and thoughts on what and who i wanna be in 3 years time. Should I be highly dressed up formal grown up women in office, white coat high heels stethoscope round the neck doctor, nerdy looking innocent "baju kurung" teaching kids, skinny body entertaining yet delivering stewardess, "passionate" closed-up anti-social boss who pushes around people or should i be some random push over girl naively listening and believing everything someone says.

Laugh out loud, I'm not attempting in being any of those stated up there. Logically, Its too mainstream and it wouldn't be much fun. You go out into the real world meet friends talk about careers and ended up both or all having the same yet similar careers. I'm not up to that nor could ever live with the fact everyone's the same.

Exaggerating much, I'm not accusing anyone ambition in being doctors, teachers, lecturers , engineers or any similar cases. I'm shocked, devastated on how Malaysian's education system exposes only professional jobs to us. I get their message in raising the future sons and daughters to be professional and all but we have overlooked the fact that if everyone's chasing and fighting over to be that particular doctor, engineer, who's gonna build aircraft, who's gonna find sources for supplies in the future, who's gonna make sure the lands are safe for construction work, who's gonna help those whose in need of advice, who's gonna make sure group 17 periodic table is safely kept in paraffin oil so it won't explode as to its exposure towards oxygen. who ?who? who?

So, I proudly say  that I am lucky cause I have no desire in being 24/7 hardworking, stressful doctors. But, a  hardworking, head on physiology.The feeling of getting to know something really close to you in detail is fascinating. Learning about it , getting scholarships for it is so radically cool. Basically, the career i dream in having is getting to know better about the Human plus Animal body. Adding general knowledge at the same time I get to be more grateful to the Al-Mighty for giving me such wonderful yet perfect body structure , giving me the chance to walk on his earth , trying to be someone better day by day.

My dream university is University of Aberdeen, UK and getting a merit scholarship. So, I could do my A-levels there hoping that my plan works out if it doesn't I know my lord has prepared something far better than this tiny brain dream of having.

But first , I gotta ace my SPM exam quoted as the most deadly exam yet to come. lol. None the less, the most and very important thing I want is an A+ from Allah swt simply equates to his blessings.
To those out there who is still lost in there thoughts, wrap it up and ask Allah for help. Trust me you can think and dream a thousand times but without lord's mercy you won't get it. Don't be shy and beg him anything InshaAllah, with his mercy He will grant it , if it's vice-versa with what we've planned remember the brain belongs to him so he knows way better than we do.  Toodles lads.