life

     Have you ever been in a condition, where your mind and heart are all jumbled up ?

Trying to set yourself 'free' but you can't. I've been there once, its not really one of the best experience, but it has helped me a lot.

     That sort of feeling being trapped in a cave for so long, that the rocky floor became your bed, the rocks became your pillow and the spider webs became your blanket.? its the same way as not having the blessings and guidance from Allah swt, being far from him is as if living in an empty house without lights or source of food. The empty feeling inside, just waiting to be filled.

   I'm an ordinary servant like all of you, making sins everyday whether I realize it or not. I do make mistakes. Sometimes, I'll be on the right track and other days I'll be back on the bumpy road . But that's not a problem. Cause in seeking HIS blessings I'll sacrifice every second, minute, hours nor even my entire life for HIM.

   A slight glimpse of his blessings is quite enough to enlighten my day, HIS tranquility has no limit, it just keeps on pouring and pouring to the one that sincerely loves him. Oh my, for those who has reached this kinda phase, are so lucky. I'm way behind, and still Allah swt gives me the chance to peek at his wonderful creations., to inhale and exhale his oxygen. SubahanAllah, praises for Allah swt. Including, giving me another day, to repent the sins I did before. Glory be with Allah SWT.

   I'm quite shy, with Allah swt, cause Everything I request he grants it. But what about me? Have I been a good servant? Have I fully followed his Law and regulations. Is my good deeds  enough for me to book a ticket in Heaven? The least I want to Happen, is not being notice by Allah swt. I need him in my Life, without  Allah swt my life is plain and empty. 

 So LET us all gear up, take up the challenges, do something that leads to Marvelous quality of work. SET our priorities straight. Bare in mind, that Allah swt has send us down to earth to be an EXCELLENT caliph, not those who are enjoying the deceiving enjoyment Allah SWT has prepared.